On the home front…

Muriel:   Little did I know, when I last did a degree, that my newly honed writing skills would be put to use for patient advocacy rather than for educational research purposes!  I’m absolutely sure that’s not what the ESRC had in mind when they generously funded my further education but life doesn’t always turn out the way we planned it.  Letter writing is not possible for Ali as one of the cardinal symptoms of severe ME is cognitive dysfunction.  Ali refers to is as brain fog.  I describe it as not being able to hold onto one thought long enough to connect it to the next thought.   Either way, it’s a severe loss when one needs to fill in lengthy forms or write letters or answer neverending easily misinterpreded questions with potentially severe financial consequences.  What was that question again?!

So today my job has been to try to ask for the assistance of Ali’s MP (Member of Parliament in Westminster) and MSP (Member of the Scottish Parliament). Pay attention now as we lucky Scots have representation in not one but two parliaments!   I am not in the habit of contacting MPs/MSPs as I usually assume they have much better things to do than worry about our troubles but in this case I’ve made an exception and contacted not just one, but both of them.

For those of you who are not local, the UK has a welfare or social care system.  This means that those who, usually for reasons not of their own making, are unable to support themselves are entitled to a degree of support from the state for the duration of their ills.  Depending on your particular circumstances, this support is accessed by many and varied form fillings and evidence gathering exercises, face-to-face assessments and hopefully successful outcomes granted for a short period of time then reassessed (more forms, more face-to-face assessments – you get the picture?) to make sure that the benefits are adjusted to be somewhat adequate to an individual’s needs or withdrawn if no longer appropriate.   Apart from the 40 page forms to be filled in (for people with disabilities?!) what could possibly go wrong?

Enter the Conservative government and their penchant for ‘making the bankers happy’ at the expense of the ordinary folk (from Steve, Ry Cooder – No Banker Left Behind).  What follows?  Mayhem!  Much like the PACE trial we looked at yesterday, it is perfectly possible to enter the PIP (Personal Independence Payment) system at a particular award level (all carefully assessed, evidenced, etc) and be re-assessed 2 years later in much worse health but find that you have – according to the PIP reassessments – miraculously regained sufficient health/functioning to no longer qualify for the PIP benefit (or to be recovered in the case of the PACE trial).  Your PIP financial support is abruptly ended.  There then follows a comic farce in which various stages of reconsideration and appeal progress from one stage to the next over a very long period of time adding additional stress to your already difficult circumstances.  All the while, with new and interesting stages of ‘recovery’ interpreted liberally by the PIP assessors in order to continue to deny your claim – until eventually your case ends up before a court of law.  For a large number of PIP claimants this appears to be the first time they are able to put their case to people who are not trained in the PIP assessors’ new found art of denial of disability.

So what does this have to do with MPs/MSPs?  You might think that medical evidence, evidence from people who know you or care for you, specialists, psychologists, etc would form a picture to satisfy a disability benefit claim?  But no,  in the hands of a PIP assessor these are mere fodder for misinterpretation and gleaning of ‘turns of phrase’ to be twisted into evidence on which to base a denial of one’s claim.  So, in the end, one has to turn to one’s MP/MSP to ask for their support: people who don’t know you/have never met you and have a country to run.  And, if the disability support forums are anything to go by, this appears to be an often successful means of getting the PIP assessors to stop their lying and manipulative ways.  I would have thought that MPs/MSPs would have better things to do than sort out wide scale mismanagement of benefits systems, but I guess, thank heavens, they don’t!  Whether their PIP claimant support loads are now reaching such heights that they are inclined to put extreme effort into bringing about wholescale repair of a broken PIP system remains to be seen.  And whether their hoped-for interventions will make any difference to this debilitating process, for Ali, also remains to be seen!

And don’t forget that when this round of ‘trying to survive the system’ comes to whatever end it comes to it will be just in time to fill in the forms for the ESA renewals!  Never a moment to recover one’s health!  Anyone would think that increased stress was a well-known cure for whatever ails you?

And lest you think that any of this leaves me with any degree of satisfaction in an advocacy job done satisfactorily so far, think again.  One of the risks of being a parent to a child or young person with severe ME is that you can be accused of Munchousen Syndrome by Proxy because the words the various agencies see/hear are yours rather than the child/young person’s since they are too ill to engage with such a long and complicated (and nasty pit filled) process!  Here’s a link if you’ve not ever run the risk of being so accused – https://medlineplus.gov/ency/article/001555.htm .  Being your child’s advocate is not for the faint hearted!